She has tried everything to conceive, and the mountain estate is her last hope, shrouded in fog and secrecy, staffed by men who know exactly how to give women what they need. The protector assigned to her does not ask permission. He watches her with heavy-lidded eyes, waiting for the moment she stops pretending she came only for the child.
Their first night, he does not explain the rules. He shows her. His hands span her waist and press her open, his mouth at her throat while he works himself deep with slow, punishing strokes that make her claw the sheets. She tells herself it is clinical, this daily mounting, this filling her at dawn and dusk while her body learns his rhythm. She tells herself the pleasure is incidental, the way she begins to ache between sessions, the way she slicks for him before he even touches her.
The storms isolate them further. He breeds her through thunder, through power outages, through nights when she weeps from the intensity and he only stills, kisses her jaw, waits for her to beg him to continue. She does beg. She learns the shame and relief of asking for exactly what she wants: harder, deeper, his seed locked inside while he holds her hips tilted upward, his palm spread possessively across her still-flat belly.
When the test finally shows positive, something fractures. She should feel finished. Instead she feels his absence in the hours he stops coming to her, the hollow where his weight pressed her into the mattress. Freedom means leaving the estate. It means another woman taking her place in his bed, another womb he fills with the same relentless patience.
The armor she built against him was never real. She knows it when she finds him in the study, when she sinks to her knees and undoes his trousers with shaking hands, when she asks him to take her one more time with nothing between them, no purpose except the addiction they both denied.
A full-length dark breeding romance.
